~~~~"AAPKI PARI"~~~~

"Naa suraj ki kiran se jage!

Naa chandni raat me sone wale hai!

Hum to hai ek choti si khusi, Jo chukar sabke gam mita dene wale hai...

“BAARIS ki PARI “KO baaris me jaane se Na roko

Naa to hum Kisi ke liye badle hai, aur naa hi badlne wale hai!

Aazadi ka hum Daman pakde, aachal ka kyu kare Lihaaj,

VADIO ki ghatao se kash sun le wo meri awaj...

Subah hum der se jage,Raat KO der se Jo sone wale hai,

Arey !!!! naa hum Kisi ke liye badle or naa hi badlne wale hai!

“CHUII-MUYII”sab kehte hai, laad se ghar me rehte hai,

“PARI” hai tu! Bas kami hai ye lag jaye "PARR" kehte hai.

Gulam nahi kisi ke hum, jo isaaro pe chalne wale hai,
Naa hum Kisi ke liye badle or naa hi badlne wale hai.....!!!!!!!! 

ek nadan pari....talashti hai sapna apna..



tanha raat me jab sab so jate hai
na jane use kyu nind nahi aati
khelti hai wo chand sitaro ke saath
kisi ki najar me aane se
pehle hi badalo ki goud me chup jaati hai


maa se sarato ke karan daat khati hai,
babul se gum ka ijhaar karti hai,
ghar bhar ki laadli ban kar
saare jaha ki sair karti hai

titliyo ke sath khelti hai..
thodi si shetan hai,
thodi si anjan hai,
khwab me aksar dekhti ek khula asmaan hai
panchiyo ki jesi udaan hai uski
kaaliyo se khili muskaan hai uski..
jindagi me koi dastak deta hai...
palko or ankho ke bich khwab bankar kahi chupa sa rehta hai 
 

wo sapne bhare ankho pe ab naye koi khwab nahi aate
aj kal kyu chand sitare khelne mere sath nahi aate

bachpana mera jaa chuka hai 
esa keh keh kar mujhe wo hai chidate
aashu ki bundo ko aj mere saathiyo ne nahi sehlaya
mere aashuo pochne  kehte he ek naaya shaks aayega


kese aate hai mujhe khwab ajkal, kesa ye naya ehsas aaya..
kyu wo bachpan ke din phir lot nahi aate
ma se kehti hai ek pari,maa ka achal thamkar, bethi thi wo, aj udas badi..


tanha raat me aj mujhe phir nind nahi aayi
kisi ki kahi baat mere dilo dimak me thi chayi
chand ki chokhat pe mene aj fir raat bitayi..


 ek parchayi mujhe najar aane lagi..
kuch samjh me nahi aata hai wo koun hai?
par aj mere haatho me uske naam ki lakeer najar aayi..
ek nadaan pari maa se ye aksar pucti hai .."wo  kab ayega??"

maa uski masumiyat par haskar keh deti hai ..
"use talash mat wo khud ek din teri talash me ayega!"

koun hai jo mere sapno mein aata hai

chand kabhi jami pe roop badal kar aata hai,
shayd wahi hai jo mujhse ankhein churata hai...

jab me kisi ke ghane khayalo ki dunia me khoyi rehti hu
tab wo badal ke achal me chup jata hai

koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai,
chandni raato me tanha mujhe jagata hai,
kyu chupta hai mujhse kyu mujhse najare churata hai,
koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai

chand kabhi shabhnam ki boondo ki tarah
meri ankho me gir jata hai,
bankar wo ek khwab sa phir ankho me aa jata hai..


khat likhar ek pegam sa kahi chup sa jata hai
koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai,
kis dar se wo kucj keh nahi pata hai..
koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai

chand kabhi asman se ek chehra sa dikhata hai
yaki hai wo hai yahi kahi jo meri palko pe ek khwab banke aata hai

koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai,
sitrao ki chamak se mere aagan ko sajata hai,
koun hai jo mere sapno me aata hai,
taaro ki barsat se aj mera daman sajata hai..

~~{kitaab ka.." murjhaya phool" }~~

honthon pe aaya ek khyal,fir kisi ka wo sawal yaad aaya,

jab ek purani band kitaab se,murjhaya phool paaya..

har kitaab mein ek phool chupa hai,

pir bhi koi ye ehsaas kash dila de ki ye dil tujhe bhool chuka hai..

kaise tadap tadap ke ke mar gaya wo kitaabo mein,

jaise koi simat kar bikhar gaya ho kisi ki yaadon mein..

tanhai wali aayi ek sham,fir tera naam yaad aaya...

jab ek purani band kitab se,murjhaya phool paaya..

na jane mera wo saathi kaha chupa hai....

ghana kohraa ,,kaale badal ajeeb sama hai..

kabhi jab wo chala aata hai mere khwabo mein,

ankhe khulti hai dil kho jata hai uski yaado mein..

hontho pe aayi ek muskaan fir kisi ka wo andaaz yaad aaya,
jab ek purani band kitaab se,murjhaya phool paaya...
lamha-lamha jindagi ka yu gujar chuka hai..
wo ansuo ki baaris banker mujhpe baras chuka hai..
fir us phool ko dekhar kyu dil mein kuch ho uthta hai..
chot khayi hai hardum kese kahe jakham bhar chuka hai...
aaz  fir wahi purana dard panap utha hai..
uske bina yaha sab kuch badal chuka hai...
murjha gayi hoon mein us phool ki tarah..
bhulna chah rahi hoon use ek bhool ki tarah..
tham gaya hai wo mere ooshool ki tarah..


murjha gaya hai ye dil...
us murjhaye phool ki tarah...

''wo kesa aur...

wo kaha hoga!!!!***"

wo kesa or kaha hoga..
jiska har pal mera hoga,,


wo pal kitna khusnuma hoga 
jab mujhe dekh raha hoga...


wo kesa or kaha hoga ?
jo sirf mere sapne dekh raha hoga...


wo pal kitna hasi hoga 
jab wo tanhai me muje soch raha hoga..


wo kesa or kaha hoga ?
jo meri ek hasi ko dekhar jee raha hoga..


wo pal kitna khubsurat hoga 
jab wo mujhse pyar ka ijhar kar raha hoga..


wo kesa or kaha hoga ?
jo mere liye auro se lad raha hoga..


wo pal kitna suhana hoga
jab use mere samne aana hoga..


wo kesa or kaha hoga ?
jo mera intjar kar raha hoga...


wo pal kitna rangeen hoga
jab ye sapna sach ho raha hoga....


kya koi esa hoga..! 
ya nahi hoga...?

kisi desh kisi seher me ...
isi betabi se mujhe dhund raha hoga..!!



dunia ki bhid se alag kahi,
na jane kaha chupa hoga...!!



wo kesa or kaha hoga ??
jiska har pal mera hoga..

na jane us ajnabi pe itna bharosa kyu hai?








na kuch socha na jaana,

bas kuch hi pal me usko apna maana..

likh rahi hu me kavitaye......

aj hawa ka jharokha kyu hai?

EK ajnabi seher me ek ajnbi bheed me

EK ajnabi ban gaya apna

NA JANE US AJNABI PE MUJE ITNA BHAROSA KYU HAI..

kuch bate sunkar uski,kuch bate usse keh kar uski kahi bato ke aj selabo me dubkar..

ro uthi tanhai se......aj hawa ne mere asuo ko pocha kyu hai?

ek ajnbi seher me,

ek ajnbi ban gaya apna

NA JANE US AJNABI PE MUJE ITNA BHAROSA KYU HAI?

jaagu me to mera savera wo hai, so jau to mera andhera wo hai

zndgi ko teri khusio se sajana is dost ka vaada hai

kbhi kisi raah me kho jau to udaas mat hona...

tuje hasakar teri hasi me kho jane ka irada hai......

dekh rahi hu me aj ek khwb..achal me meri aj BAARIS KA bosa kyu hai....?

ek ajnbi seher me ek ajnbi bheed me...ek ajnbi ban gaya apna......

NA JANE US AJNABI.......PE itna...............

" tum bhi jaa rahe ho ab..

sach hi kaha hai kisi ne..
nahi yaha kisi ka thikana
tum bhi ja rahe ho ab
karke naya ek bahana...
pyar to kar liya humne nahi aaya to bas chupana ..
tum bhi ja rahe ho ab
karke naya ek bahana..
tanhai me ashu bahake sikha hai,takiye ko gale lagana..

tum bhi ja rahe ho ab.. karke naya ek bahana..

chaha unhe shamo seher bhul gaye rista nibhana..

tum bhi ja rahe ho ab

karke naya ek bahana...

itna roye hai ki bhul gaye ab aansu bahana...

kash koi rok le use...

karke naya bahana...

tum bhi ja rahe ho ab..

karke naya ek bahana...!!!!

"Mein akeli..."

chalte huye har sitam ghat jate hai,

"pari" ko aksar "saahil" chod jate hai,

deti to hu me sabka sath

kyu sab mujhe chod jate hai,

sapne or khawab ki hakikat hi kya hai...

sab hai paraye apne bhi kya hai?

aate hi musibat har naate toot jate hai,

rehti to hu me sabke sath

par kyu sab mujeh chod jate hai,

aansu,aahe,gam se bhari rahe hi milti hai,

dosti ki aadh me nafart ki kaliya khilti hai,

gam aate hi har dost ruth jate hai,

har pal rehti hu me sab ke sath..

par kyu sab mujeh chod jate hai,

aaz bhi kaid hai mere arman salakho mein...

saathi bane kitne par sath na dikha lakho mein....

kyu har lamhe ayine se toot jate hai,

thame to rehti hi me sabka hath

par kyu?sab mujhe chod jate hai...

jaati hu mein kahi,

sab kisi or taraf chale jate hai,

chahti hu khushi bhi kadam rakhe mere jahan per...

lekin khusi ko bulate hi gam chale aate hai....

alone forever

p@ri...b@@ris ki... "rain fairy"

"p@ri kaise ban gayi...?"

dil me leke arman chali thi,

logo ki najar me kese pad gayi..


ek chancal muskurati papa ki gudia aj ...



PaRi kese ban gayi................?


jisko dar lagta tha phool pattio se ,wo chui-mui najuk si kali aj

kese logo k gam mitane aa gayi...

ek komal,masum si bacchi,

aj ..PaRi kese ban gayi?

kabhi kisi k gam se bhig gayi,

kabhi kisi k dard me kho gayi,

kabhi kisi ki khatir chup reh kar akele tanha gamo ko seh gayi....

kabhi dekar kurbani apne pyarr ki.....

dunia ke liye ek misaal si ban gayi.....

to kabhi apno ki madad karke,ek gumnam si ban gayi....

mehfilo ki mohataaj thi pehle..aj kese use tanhai pasand ho gayi...

apni khamosh dunia me khoyi rehti he wo..kyu?



ek khubsurat si wo S@@HIL ki talsh karne wali apsara ..pyar se humesa k liye door kyu ho gayi??



ab to bata de ye PaRi...ke tu PaRi kese ban gayi..tu PaRi..kese ban gayi??



P@ri ~~"ishq me mile the jakham kayi rat me na soyi,kho gayi thi jindgi,or sanse b thi soyi..

jine ki jab vajah na mili to me jindgi khatm karne chali...

hawayein behne lagi or us din BaARiS huyi...

ja janae kaha ja rahi thi

na jane kyu BaRiS me khadi ho gayi...

bada sard tha pani...mere dil me lagi wo ag bhuj gayi...

hontho pe chod gayi muskurhat jese mujhko nayi meri jindagi mil gayi...

.baRiS ne mere jakhmo ko dho dia..

or mere dil me jine ka ek naya beej bo dia....

khuda or bArIs ne badalo se ye sipharis ki..

naam dia mujhe...unhone naya...

kaha tu he...aj se PARI...BAARIS KI.....!!!!!!!!!

~~ kabhi to hogi mulakat usse ~~

Dosto ye PARI ki dunia kya jannat se kam hai…

He yaha thodi si khusia to thode se gam he…

“Kabhi to hogi mulakat usse jiske liye lia ye janam he!!”

He jo us ke hontho pe muskuraht to ankhe asuo se nam he..

Dosto ye PARI ki dunia kya jannat se kam he

Is adat ko bana li usne apni jarurat ki hasna use hardm he

Khud k liye na sahi dusro k liye,

jinke dunia me PARI se bi jada gam he

Ab PARI ko dekar kisi ko baya nhi hota ki usko koi gam he

Virani he ye zndgi tanhai ki or badhte ye kadam he!!

“Dosto ye PARI ki dunia kya jannat se kam he!”

Titli si komal,hirani si chancal wo pir se apni kavitao me dub gayi

Likh rahi thi kuch wo,

koi use dekh raha tha ,

PARI ki jab najar uthi to wo parchai chup gayi,

PARI ki kitab me saja na jane kon sa gajal he,

,“Kabi to hogi mulakat usse jiske liye lia ye janam he!

”Na gam ki parvah use adhiyo k tufano se gujar jati he,

na khbr usko kon kesa he?Hr insan me use ek khubi najar ati he

..Aj uske anko k sssamne ayi ek najar he..

“Kbi to hogi mulakat usse jike liye lia ye janam he!!”

~ pari

♥PaRi...кєѕα нє кση нє ωσ נαηє кαнα нє♥

your most welcome to my world~~**


some pages from me and my dairy...

 PART  - 1

"wo ek dilkash ladki.humesa hasti rehti,uski hasi se aj tak kon uski tarf akarshit nahi hua,agr wo kisi udas chere ko muskurate huye dekh le wo bhi khusi se khil uthta ,jaha bhi jati he toofanmail ki tarah ,bahut bolte he bolna pasand he par sirf tabhi jab mood ho,baccho k sath khelna,bahut shetna ladki he jab dekho tab hi kisi na kisi ko paresan karti rehti ...wo ajad hoker jindgi jina chati he koi uski jindgi me roktok kare wo wo kamjor si ho jati he ghutan hoti he use...usko dusri ko hasana,madad karna pasand he,par uski ladko se nahi banti.
apni marji ki maalikin he jab ji chati he wo karti he uska saccha pyar uska parivar he usse kisi ki bhi taklif sehen nahi hoti ,agar koi bimar pad jaye to kehti he "ye thande pani semat nahana!" par gara baris ka mosam ho to kehti he "bindas bhig yar ye baris bhigne k liye hi to hoti he". opani ki bunde ko hath se sehrate huye bhig rahi he,na jane use baris se itna pyar kyu he ,subah k 8 baj gaye he par wo tab bhi bister nahi chodti,koi uthaye to uski kher nahi..par gar koi keh de bahar baris ho rahi he to ek jhatke se uth jati he,,or aj fir wo khadi he baris me apni chat pe-"yahoo!! kitna maja aa raha he...or hasti bhi ja rahi he"piche se uski mumy aa gayi -ander aja bimar ho jayegi to pura ghar sar pe utha legi"

PARI-"bhigne do na me bhala kese ghar ko sar pe utha skati hu me koi OP JADUGAR thodi hu...HAHA ..
mumy-"tu aa rahi he ya nahi?"

PARI-"nahi aana"
mumy-"to ja bhig le ,bimar ho pir tujhe banaati hu me SUPERMAN!!"

PARI[sunker hasne lagi pir se or boli}-"superman nahi muma SUPERWOMAN!! pehle bolna to sikh lo.."
mumy-"ha ha ja yaha se.. pata nahi ye ladki kab badi hogi?"

PARI-"jab aap bhudi ho jaogi?kaho na muma ki bhhi ho gayi ho ap?"

mumy-"tu ab chup hogi ritu ka phone aya tha mela jana tha na tujhe kya hua jayegi ya nahi?"

PARI-"kahe ka mela?kon ritu?aj sare progremme cancel..[kehker baris me chali gayi pir se]

mumy-"ye ladki hadd karti he ruk ja ane...[baat kaatkar PARI boli]-"ane e papa ko batai hu he na yahi kehne wali thi na ap wo apki 18 saal purani adat he"'

mumy-"aj tu nahi bachegi!!! ruk ja [marne ko piche dodi] PARI[sudenly]-"muma apki roti!!!"

mumy[kitchen ki or lotker kehti huye]-"sab teri vajha se hua he ane de papa ko baTati hu"

PARI-"ha ha ha ha kya kaha tha mene 18 saal puarni adat ..

" mumy-"ajib he ye ladki!!!uff"

PARI-"ajib nahi ajubi hu"

mumy-"ab nahi ja rahi he to ritu ko phone karke bata de wo taiyar bethi hogi tere liye"

PARI-"LEOOO mujhe to pata hi nahi tha ye sab apko hi pata hena hi ha ha.. phone uthkar ritu aj me mela nahi ja rahi hu..baris ho rahi he pir kabhi chalege" ritu-"kal chalte he !"

PARI-"nahi kal bhi baris hogi..?

ritu-"tujhe kese pata?"

PARI-"bas pata he ?"

ritu-"news chanel walo ne bhavisyawani ki he kya?"
PARI ki mumy boli-"nahi beta ye PARI BHAGWAN ki bhvisya wani he"
PARI- "lo ap hi abt karo em ja rahi hu..bye ritu bye muma"
ritu phone per pari ki mumy se-"ye kaha ja rahi he aunty"?
mumy-"mu banakar baris me beta .."

"asamano ki oss ne ne phoolo par nisha chod diye the baris tham tham kar baras rahi he,sara mahol aojhal sa he charo traf hari ghaso ka mela he,unhe chuker kisi ki kami mehsus hoti he jab wo niharti he asman k badalo ko ankho me nami si rehti he ,baag k phool jese savan bina akele he unhe pata he ki savan bas ek hi bar aata he pardeshiyo ki tarah jindgi k darvaje per dastak deke chala jata he,tanha akele galio se gujarte huye awara bhavro se phool dar raha he soch raha he kahi se savn aa jaye! is najare ko ghas pe bethi ek udas ladki dekh rahi he,uski kami sayd sirf use hi pata he ,ye to wo bechain najre hi janti he jo betab hoker asman dekhti he pir sabr se suni raho ko takti he.baris tej hone lagi sadke sunsan ho chuki or ab bhi wo ladki wahi bethi he ,ankhe babnd karke wo apne cehre ko bhiga rahi he jese ye uske jakhmo ki dava ko.uske cehre me aj bhi roj ki tarah chinta ki ek lakir bani huyi he ,baris me ro rahi he par ye kisi ko dikhai nahi deta,baris kuch gante phele tham gayi par uske ansu nahi thame jese is anger rupi baris ne use aag de di ho,tabhi koi uske karib aa raha he uske chere ko chu raha he,tabhi ek bund uske cehre pe girti he wo jhatake se uth jati he or ghabra ke idhar udhar dekhne lagti he,reh reh k jaan tadap rahi he ,khalipan,khoya sa tan ,or bechain sa man ho gaya he,wo najar na jane kya dhunti he?"WO JO ANE WALA HE"YA WO JO AYEGA HI NAHI."akhir kyu hota he esa ?kabhihar din jindgi jine ka din karta he to kabhi har din jindgi ka akhiri din lagta he beman se lotkar us khwab k ghar me aayi or ek deep jalakar rakh diya aj bijli nahi he,andhiyari raat ke dekhte or uska rasta dekte wo darwaje par hi so gayi,raat ki lo bhuj gayi or aasmani subah uske darvaje pe dastak de padi,wo dhire se ankh kholker dekhne lagi asman medhua dhua sa uth raha he,shayd jese koi ana wala ho,fir wo us phoolo ki sej se uthker bahr aayi or tadapti subah k behekti majer se use fir awaz di,us shatn mahol se ek ghane kohre ki diwar se jese koi uske kareeb chala aa raha he ,najare wahi ruk jati he ,wo jane kya sochti he kya mehsus karti he wo hi jane..roj sham ko gulabo se bhari sej leker nikal padti he ,pir chahe us din tufa aaye,baris aye ya oole hi kyu na gire,use kisi ki parvah nahi he paravh he to bas apne pyra ki jiska intjar karte uski umar beet rahi he...par ufffff kambhakt ye intjaar khtam hi nahi hota...............................

"kabhi hasi kabhi udasi kuch samjh me nahi aaya na...??wo khud uljhi hai is jindagi me..."pari ki jindagi pari ki tarha ek bahut badi paheli jise koi smajh sakta" or jo samjh sakta he wo usse keh hi nhi pati or wo samjh jata hai..hai koi ek aisa insan dunia ki bhid se alag,nahi sabse alag,kuch kuch ajeeb par bahut accha saccha insan aj tak usne mujhse jhoot nahi bola,or bola bhi to har baat uski sach hi lagti hai mujhe,thoda sa gussa aata hai par utar jata hai..........ha ha ha ha fir dhoka kha gaye aap!!!!!!! wo koi na nahi actualy koi hai shayd meri kavitayo me,kisi seher kisi desh kisi jagaah kahi bhi ho sakta hai wo shayd wo mere sath hai shayd nahi shayd shayd shayd....leave this....a big deal to solve this confusion??"

ek khwab jo har ladki dekhti hai, jo khwab har ladki ki ankho me hota hai agar wo sach ho jaye to kitni khusi hoti he ye wahi jaan sakta he jiska kabhi khwab pura hua ho,,kitne khusnaseeb hote he wo log jinhe kisi ka pyar naseeb hota hai,par kabhi wo us pyra ki kadar nahi akrta or jab use uske pyra ka ehsas hota he tab tak bahut der ho chuki hoti hai..par jindgi me esa bhi hota he khwab milta to he par kuhc pal k liye phir wo bichad jata haipar uske sath gujara hua har lamha har pal yadgar ban jata hai,or sochkar ankhe nam bhi ho jati hai,,ki ufff ab wo din lotkar nahi aa skate par hum un yado tak to ja sakte hai na un yado k jariye..dunia kisi ko nahi samjh sakti unhe to bas apne aap se,jhagde se,kamyabi se hi matlab hai ,na to wo khud chain se jeete ha na dusro ko jine dete hai...ap yahi soch rahe honge ki yar ye kahani ka kon sa mod hai he ek mod...jis mod par?he ek mod jaha pe me humesa k liye therna chati hu par...?

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