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some pages from me and my dairy...
PART - 1
"wo ek dilkash ladki.humesa hasti rehti,uski hasi se aj tak kon uski tarf akarshit nahi hua,agr wo kisi udas chere ko muskurate huye dekh le wo bhi khusi se khil uthta ,jaha bhi jati he toofanmail ki tarah ,bahut bolte he bolna pasand he par sirf tabhi jab mood ho,baccho k sath khelna,bahut shetna ladki he jab dekho tab hi kisi na kisi ko paresan karti rehti ...wo ajad hoker jindgi jina chati he koi uski jindgi me roktok kare wo wo kamjor si ho jati he ghutan hoti he use...usko dusri ko hasana,madad karna pasand he,par uski ladko se nahi banti.
apni marji ki maalikin he jab ji chati he wo karti he uska saccha pyar uska parivar he usse kisi ki bhi taklif sehen nahi hoti ,agar koi bimar pad jaye to kehti he "ye thande pani semat nahana!" par gara baris ka mosam ho to kehti he "bindas bhig yar ye baris bhigne k liye hi to hoti he". opani ki bunde ko hath se sehrate huye bhig rahi he,na jane use baris se itna pyar kyu he ,subah k 8 baj gaye he par wo tab bhi bister nahi chodti,koi uthaye to uski kher nahi..par gar koi keh de bahar baris ho rahi he to ek jhatke se uth jati he,,or aj fir wo khadi he baris me apni chat pe-"yahoo!! kitna maja aa raha he...or hasti bhi ja rahi he"piche se uski mumy aa gayi -ander aja bimar ho jayegi to pura ghar sar pe utha legi"
PARI-"bhigne do na me bhala kese ghar ko sar pe utha skati hu me koi OP JADUGAR thodi hu...HAHA ..
mumy-"tu aa rahi he ya nahi?"
PARI-"nahi aana"
mumy-"to ja bhig le ,bimar ho pir tujhe banaati hu me SUPERMAN!!"
PARI[sunker hasne lagi pir se or boli}-"superman nahi muma SUPERWOMAN!! pehle bolna to sikh lo.."
mumy-"ha ha ja yaha se.. pata nahi ye ladki kab badi hogi?"
PARI-"jab aap bhudi ho jaogi?kaho na muma ki bhhi ho gayi ho ap?"
mumy-"tu ab chup hogi ritu ka phone aya tha mela jana tha na tujhe kya hua jayegi ya nahi?"
PARI-"kahe ka mela?kon ritu?aj sare progremme cancel..[kehker baris me chali gayi pir se]
mumy-"ye ladki hadd karti he ruk ja ane...[baat kaatkar PARI boli]-"ane e papa ko batai hu he na yahi kehne wali thi na ap wo apki 18 saal purani adat he"'
mumy-"aj tu nahi bachegi!!! ruk ja [marne ko piche dodi] PARI[sudenly]-"muma apki roti!!!"
mumy[kitchen ki or lotker kehti huye]-"sab teri vajha se hua he ane de papa ko baTati hu"
PARI-"ha ha ha ha kya kaha tha mene 18 saal puarni adat ..
" mumy-"ajib he ye ladki!!!uff"
PARI-"ajib nahi ajubi hu"
mumy-"ab nahi ja rahi he to ritu ko phone karke bata de wo taiyar bethi hogi tere liye"
PARI-"LEOOO mujhe to pata hi nahi tha ye sab apko hi pata hena hi ha ha.. phone uthkar ritu aj me mela nahi ja rahi hu..baris ho rahi he pir kabhi chalege" ritu-"kal chalte he !"
PARI-"nahi kal bhi baris hogi..?
ritu-"tujhe kese pata?"
PARI-"bas pata he ?"
ritu-"news chanel walo ne bhavisyawani ki he kya?"
PARI ki mumy boli-"nahi beta ye PARI BHAGWAN ki bhvisya wani he"
PARI- "lo ap hi abt karo em ja rahi hu..bye ritu bye muma"
ritu phone per pari ki mumy se-"ye kaha ja rahi he aunty"?
mumy-"mu banakar baris me beta .."
"asamano ki oss ne ne phoolo par nisha chod diye the baris tham tham kar baras rahi he,sara mahol aojhal sa he charo traf hari ghaso ka mela he,unhe chuker kisi ki kami mehsus hoti he jab wo niharti he asman k badalo ko ankho me nami si rehti he ,baag k phool jese savan bina akele he unhe pata he ki savan bas ek hi bar aata he pardeshiyo ki tarah jindgi k darvaje per dastak deke chala jata he,tanha akele galio se gujarte huye awara bhavro se phool dar raha he soch raha he kahi se savn aa jaye! is najare ko ghas pe bethi ek udas ladki dekh rahi he,uski kami sayd sirf use hi pata he ,ye to wo bechain najre hi janti he jo betab hoker asman dekhti he pir sabr se suni raho ko takti he.baris tej hone lagi sadke sunsan ho chuki or ab bhi wo ladki wahi bethi he ,ankhe babnd karke wo apne cehre ko bhiga rahi he jese ye uske jakhmo ki dava ko.uske cehre me aj bhi roj ki tarah chinta ki ek lakir bani huyi he ,baris me ro rahi he par ye kisi ko dikhai nahi deta,baris kuch gante phele tham gayi par uske ansu nahi thame jese is anger rupi baris ne use aag de di ho,tabhi koi uske karib aa raha he uske chere ko chu raha he,tabhi ek bund uske cehre pe girti he wo jhatake se uth jati he or ghabra ke idhar udhar dekhne lagti he,reh reh k jaan tadap rahi he ,khalipan,khoya sa tan ,or bechain sa man ho gaya he,wo najar na jane kya dhunti he?"WO JO ANE WALA HE"YA WO JO AYEGA HI NAHI."akhir kyu hota he esa ?kabhihar din jindgi jine ka din karta he to kabhi har din jindgi ka akhiri din lagta he beman se lotkar us khwab k ghar me aayi or ek deep jalakar rakh diya aj bijli nahi he,andhiyari raat ke dekhte or uska rasta dekte wo darwaje par hi so gayi,raat ki lo bhuj gayi or aasmani subah uske darvaje pe dastak de padi,wo dhire se ankh kholker dekhne lagi asman medhua dhua sa uth raha he,shayd jese koi ana wala ho,fir wo us phoolo ki sej se uthker bahr aayi or tadapti subah k behekti majer se use fir awaz di,us shatn mahol se ek ghane kohre ki diwar se jese koi uske kareeb chala aa raha he ,najare wahi ruk jati he ,wo jane kya sochti he kya mehsus karti he wo hi jane..roj sham ko gulabo se bhari sej leker nikal padti he ,pir chahe us din tufa aaye,baris aye ya oole hi kyu na gire,use kisi ki parvah nahi he paravh he to bas apne pyra ki jiska intjar karte uski umar beet rahi he...par ufffff kambhakt ye intjaar khtam hi nahi hota...............................
"kabhi hasi kabhi udasi kuch samjh me nahi aaya na...??wo khud uljhi hai is jindagi me..."pari ki jindagi pari ki tarha ek bahut badi paheli jise koi smajh sakta" or jo samjh sakta he wo usse keh hi nhi pati or wo samjh jata hai..hai koi ek aisa insan dunia ki bhid se alag,nahi sabse alag,kuch kuch ajeeb par bahut accha saccha insan aj tak usne mujhse jhoot nahi bola,or bola bhi to har baat uski sach hi lagti hai mujhe,thoda sa gussa aata hai par utar jata hai..........ha ha ha ha fir dhoka kha gaye aap!!!!!!! wo koi na nahi actualy koi hai shayd meri kavitayo me,kisi seher kisi desh kisi jagaah kahi bhi ho sakta hai wo shayd wo mere sath hai shayd nahi shayd shayd shayd....leave this....a big deal to solve this confusion??"
ek khwab jo har ladki dekhti hai, jo khwab har ladki ki ankho me hota hai agar wo sach ho jaye to kitni khusi hoti he ye wahi jaan sakta he jiska kabhi khwab pura hua ho,,kitne khusnaseeb hote he wo log jinhe kisi ka pyar naseeb hota hai,par kabhi wo us pyra ki kadar nahi akrta or jab use uske pyra ka ehsas hota he tab tak bahut der ho chuki hoti hai..par jindgi me esa bhi hota he khwab milta to he par kuhc pal k liye phir wo bichad jata haipar uske sath gujara hua har lamha har pal yadgar ban jata hai,or sochkar ankhe nam bhi ho jati hai,,ki ufff ab wo din lotkar nahi aa skate par hum un yado tak to ja sakte hai na un yado k jariye..dunia kisi ko nahi samjh sakti unhe to bas apne aap se,jhagde se,kamyabi se hi matlab hai ,na to wo khud chain se jeete ha na dusro ko jine dete hai...ap yahi soch rahe honge ki yar ye kahani ka kon sa mod hai he ek mod...jis mod par?he ek mod jaha pe me humesa k liye therna chati hu par...?
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