VALENTINE DAY..

it was chilly valentine morning,essence of roses makes the atmosphere intoxicated.Quite a long time had passed since the sunset itself in the heart of horizon.The sunlight had come to life & the vehicles passed by an M in pink still sitting in bench in front of lake.while the other peoples were celebrating the day with great enthusiasm.I always enjoy this day with me.

 

m looking continuously at sky,feelings like magical spell and composing a scared verse[poetry].

suddenly the boy looking was came to me &; offered me rose..

 I strangely said, " Sorry ?"

he smiled & replied,"single??"

me-"mind your own business man, don't waste my time !"

  

now i decided to avoiding him," hey listen m tourist, i came here for capturing beauty of this heaven,& m sorry i never meant to hurt you ! but accept this rose on symbol of friendship..

MAIN KOUN SA AAPKO ROZ MILNE WALA HOON ?

(i obeyed his thoughts).." okay ..thanks ..!!! any thing else?"

he, " no..no..okay thanks !! good bye..!!!"(& promptly he ran back)

i take a turn to see him, & what i see?a bus of hospital,& when i came to know about him ..was really very pity.,he's not any tourist but a cancer patient..:-( all hospital members are  with  patients enjoying the tour, on another side i was shocked,happy,feeling sad i really don' t know what's going on here..i went there to met with all of them but i didn't got him..later..my bad luck..!!!!!:-(

"HEY..i remind my late night dream at a time, some one was challenging me i will  make realize you.. what you are:-("

he he he :-D this is called wildest dream..keep dreaming:-D

i was  just speechless ..i happy to be single,& never i feel like but make me to feel like that way..

god that was your agent??convey my message to him "yes..m single but not weak...":-)

really LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES..i.e always with me :-(

AHAA...school days...!!!!

memories, 26 January 2002

I am childish and immature at times but then that's
the way I am..I still remember always in school, we were eating during class hours, me  my desk partner's angel &sonu sonwane...too.but i was never pulled up by any teacher ;-)
we were bunking class after lunch &gossiping in commerce section..



"life is full of surprises!!!!!!"
 yeah i do believe...hey  here my happiest & memorable pages from my school diary ..i enjoyed it too but only few questions remaining to know about it..

"  ..a person who always sending letters & greetings to me, i never seen him actually he sending me wishes as my "unknown well wisher",m feeling so shy to told any of my friend but i was so tensed some how,i share it with my close friend angel ..i also saw her all wishes..of him..after reading letters is smiled & say,"koun hai yeh?"she was pulling my leg:-( & politely, replied- " i don't no yaar..i found this... from my bag .. "
incident is invariably till 15 Feb 2005:-( with his lot of well wishes..[for my performance] last "rite now u r thinking that why m sending letter's ? please don't take me any other way m just Ur good friend, deserve this praise ..have a zest for whole life !!"



 still today m in a state of suspense from this incident of my life:-)

1 year to go..

one of my good friend told me," your never tried to understand what you desire? you are totally confused with yourself..that's  your problem?"


till now always m thinking about those words, it seems very simple but a, single question raised in my mind.."how would he know?"

me bhagti rahi hu khud ki parchai se

jese bachna chahti hu khud ki tanhai se..

uska sath hai fir bichandne ka gam hai..

me haarna chati hu khud ki tanhai se..